Please read this whole thing. I need your help. I love you guys <3

If I had just $1 (US Dollar) from every friend I have I would have $2k from VRChat friends list alone. My annual depression treatment (TMS) is $3k-10k USD because EVERY depression medication has not worked for me and a wheelchair is around $2-3k USD because I need an manual one that reclines and has a power assist attachment since I cannot push myself due to pain in my arms.I have no income, but I can pay for my own food once a day and my medications and doctors visits and daily medical supplies over the counter for the most part. I can not pay rent and need a new place to stay due to my mental and physical health declining with my current living situation.Any help will be given back once I finally gain disability (It's been 6 years). I'm embarrassed to ask for help but I'm at my limit mentally and physically and need a way out of it and I can't do it on my own. Thank you for understanding and sorry for the inconvenience. I love you all and if there's any way I am able to help you back I will.I am unable to do any commissions at the moment but if you would like to pay in advance for a commission when I am better that can be arranged as well. If I am unable to do commissions in the future permanently, you will be refunded when I get disability and not a single cent that I get from disability will be spent on myself unnecessarily until everyone is paid back.